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Monday, January 22, 2007

When your MY boss has gone crazy..

The only sentence that got me furious, was the words " You are paid to worry about deadlines," And yeah.. what the hell is that supposed to mean?

Does that scare me? Neah.. not even close.. I just wanna laugh my heart out. That's all.

Because.. I don't really get the message he's trying to deliver to me... Hmmmm...

The meeting i had with my boss today, was as what i had expected. To talk about more (and more..) workload.. oh yeah, on the next project, i am officially an acting QA executive.. and what am i supposed to do? i ain't got no idea.

Somehow i wish i am a robot, that i have robotic fingers (so i can type the keyboard a lot faster) and how i wish i can foresee my future, if my rezki lies with that French Company that i sooooo want to be employed by.

I was wrong about this place being the best training place... As far as i'm concerned, i'm my only trainer. Let's see how long i can cope with this unhealhty environment.

Oh God please let tomorrow be a cheerful day for me...=(

On the other hand..., I enjoy the morning breakfast with babe... =)

My weekend was a joyous one... just being with my other husna.. =)

Thursday, January 18, 2007

When you have no option..

this weekend, i should be in Kerteh. But my work had restricted me to do just so. this is definitely pathetic. All i want to do this weekend is to be with my other Husna, and chill with her.. making her copy every single (good) words i say.. and teach her to sing...

this is very sickening... because i'm not comfortable anymore in that company.. experience wise, it's a good practise. and i'm praying for the offer from that french company. so i can live a more secured job and be merrily happy with it. i wouldnt mind at all having to work hard to strive, for i know, that's the only way to survive. In life, we cant always have the nicest things. sometimes nice things dont promise you anything, at least, that's what i picked up during the past one year, being on my own.

i hate it when i have to comply with my company rules. especially when your company has different regulations than other company. . even abah doesnt want to say much of it, let alone my own boyfriend. i wanted to take MC instead, but i sensed that they might find me still. and eventually figure out that i'm skipping work...

Please KEEP your beautiful fingers crossed for dearest ME ..=)

Saturday, January 6, 2007

From Miss to Mrs..

No, I'm not cruel to not invite you people to my wedding.

It's just a title i purposely use for my Isetan Member Card just to be able to apply a subcard for babe. Subcard is for spouse only, so to apply it, i have to be a 'Mrs' and apparently married to Mr Jashar Hamzah.. Heavenly, isn't it?

So everytime the newletter arrives at home, i'm just gonna pick it up, show to mum and say," Ma, look, they mistakenly put Mrs in front of my name," and then laugh about it.

Yeah, laugh as though you have nothing to do with it.

Thursday, January 4, 2007

When Nurin comes to visit..

She gave me a small cut on the middle finger of my left hand,a result of grasping my hand too hard. She seemed so excited playing with just anyone! Maybe she didnt get the kind of attention we gave her back home in Kemaman. Her Tok Wan came along yesterday, and she just sat and watched Nurin played with us.

She has a very talkative little mouth!. .oh yeah.. a parrot STILL! copying every single word said by me, or anyone! oh what a cutie.

And everytime she sees me, she would run to me and hugs my feet, saying,"Auntie Alang, Auntie Alang,".Hehe...Maybe I'm her favorite auntie. *Grin*.

I love singing Happy Birthday to her. That's like her favourite song. Back then she could only sing the words "Happy You" but now she had improved by adding "To", making it "Happy To You"..

Nurin is definitely a mood lifter.. For once i can't wait to get back home so i can see that cute face.. waiting at the door for me to come home, and say, " Auntie Alang balik dah yeah yeah," the minute she sees me.

Suddenly I can't wait to start a family.

Wednesday, January 3, 2007

Norul Ushna and her freaking weight ISSUE

Yeap.That's right. You read it right. Azera's gonna scream at me the instant she reads the headline., and will start comparing thigh sizes with me, "Ush, tengok peha aku,lagi besar dari kau punye ok!,"

But, my thighs aren't my problem. My tummy, yang berlipat 7, 7 layered that i can paint all 7 colors of the rainbow on it, IS MY PROBLEM.

The last time i checked (exactly two days ago) I weight (don't freak out ok) 49kgs. But do i look 49kgs? HELL NO.
Because my tummy seems to be wanting extra attention, popping out everytime, especially when I don my favourite tops, and when I sit. Do you know how painful it is, to have hold your breath, just to look stunningly slim? SICK.

I've been on a good diet, (it doesn't work, because I can't curb my hunger pang), and for some reason, I don't feel like eating at all. But that doesn't work either.

Because I still look like I'm 4 months pregnant.

Come to think about it, dieting alone won't do much to your body. It's exercising! that will have a HUGE impact on your body.

And I'm thinking of joining Fitness First. That's gonna burn a hole in my bank account for quite sometimes, but what the heck. At least I can get those 6 packs I've been dying for.

And baby boo will definitely love the idea...

Monday, January 1, 2007

New Year, New Me

" Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to do it right"

- Oprah Winfrey

I welcomed 2007 with a smile on my face and I watched the fireworks too.. only to find them in my DREAM! Yeah... I dozed off few minutes before midnight of New Year's Eve. But I managed to call himself and wished him Happy New Year, in my best I-just-woke-up voice. Himself was out celebrating the night away with fellow friends. I, myself, on the other hand, had to obey the fact that I live in a jungle where a Tapir just got killed, and the fact that it was AidilAdha.

The cliche thing about New Year is that you need to have (a) resolution(s). But i think it's up to you, really. Some people just wanna chill around, do nothing, come what may, that is. Some just wanna be productive, and innovative, and some just wanna at least achieve something. like me.

"So what is your resolution?," you might ask. My "things that I want to achieve", pardon me..

So here goes, the list of things.. (randomly numbered)

  1. Get RICH (or die trying)
  2. Get a JOB with MURPHY OIL
  3. Try NOT to get into a FIGHT with my CHILDISH brother
  4. Get Nurin to speak proper Bahasa.
  5. Teach Nurin to Boogie Down
  6. Invest in ASB/ASN (priority No. 1)
  7. Save at least RM400 of my pay, monthly.
  8. Enrol into a fitness class of any sort, be it aerobics, pilates, yoga or even a dance class.
  9. Learn the art of Shuffling (at least I know how to move =) )
  10. Eat more fruits. Control my diet --> Shed a few fats off, and keep them OFF.
  11. Get a SONY ERICSSON handphone.
  12. Talk Abah into getting new set of RIMS for WFY (or what's even better, to get him buy a new RIDE)
  13. Hang out with friends even more.
  14. BE a BETTER person...and WISER too.
  15. Learn to make delicious dishes. (Finger / spoon /fork licking ones)
  16. Discipline myself to get CRYSTAL clear SKIN --> Try not to skip any beauty regime.
  17. GET ENGAGED with BABY BOO ... =)

Achievable? INDEED! Just stick with me for any updates! Happy 2007 , people!